After 3 years of “read through the Bible in a year” plans, I
decided to do the Chronological Plan for 2013.
I was a little surprised when the plan sent me to the book of Job right
after Noah left the Ark! For the past
week I have been reading the bad council of Zophar, Bildad, and Eliphaz to the
suffering Job. “Surely you are being
punished for your wickedness!” they continue to declare to him while Job
insists on his innocence.
Each day after reading the accusations of Job’s visitors, I
am left with a sense of thankfulness.
Above all, I’m thankful that although I am as sinful as they are
describing, God does not treat me as my sins deserve due to the finished work
of Christ. But if I am honest with
myself, I am thankful that I would never say such things to a suffering
person. As I type this, it smacks with
more of a Pharisaical hypocrite than it normally does in my head (Lord, I thank
you that I am not like this tax collector…), but God in His mercy has
orchestrated all of this to teach me something new.
There are suffering people around me. It seems like more than normal. I don’t know if this is because I am paying
better attention or if it is really the case.
As I am patting myself on the back that I would not be so insensitive and
wrong as Zophar, Bildad, and Eliphaz, God has shown me that I am just like
them. I just speak a different language
of insensitivity. Rather than accuse the
suffering of being wicked, I accuse them in my mind of other REASONS why they
find themselves in their current situation.
Your health is poor because you have not lost weight/ exercised/ gone to
the doctor. Your relationships are bad
because you are selfish/ demanding/ no fun/ a bad listener. Your illness is due to cellular malfunction
(I could explain it to you)/ bad luck (let me tell you about mutations). Surely this isn’t as bad as Job’s miserable
comforters, right? Because what I am
saying in my head is really true, right?
But why is my mind going there? I have been convicted today that all of these
reasons in my mind are there so I can check off that I am NOT like that. I am in good health because I have exercised
and gone to the doctor. I am not selfish
or demanding. And because I BELIEVE this
about myself, I am saying that I am in control of my health, relationships, and
whatever else you would like to include.
I think that is what Zophar, Bildad, and Eliphaz are trying to convince themselves
– “we are seeking to follow the Lord and so we are safe from suffering like
yours, Job.” Put in my current language – “I am doing what
modern medicine says in healthy for me, so I am safe from serious disease and
early death.” Or “I am kind and level-headed
in my conversations with others, so my relationships should be good. No one could think poorly of my work,
intellect or dealings with others.”
Just like Job’s suffering was not tied to the reasons
presented by his miserable comforters (which we see at the beginning and end of
the book, but Job never learns), it is very likely that the suffering of those
around you and me is about much more than science, medicine or relationship
help instructions. God is up to
something in his world and people. We
try to shrink what we observe down to where it is small and easy to
understand. His ways are not our
ways. He is always about moving all of
creation toward its final destination where His glory and goodness are fully
known.
So I am thankful – for his free gift of salvation that
promises me his goodness and grace. But
also that I am reminded that this world is not just about what the physical
world can explain. That he is weaving
together ALL of redemptive history into a beautiful masterpiece that this world
and its circumstances cannot even comprehend.
I am a miserable comforter, but I am loved, I am washed, I
am redeemed for His glorious purposes.